A passing, coincidental resemblance to a historic family defined my life.
I've been surrounded by the horrific Cult/Sect/Family who stages the political theater.
I refused to work for them. I refused to be used by them. I refused to have anything to do with them.
I said NO!
I'm an elderly woman now. I like peace and quiet.
But I want to warn against communist regime and monarchist regime - both are the Cult's projects. Both a bad.
The best system is true democracy, where people get jobs and get elected by merit, strength and wisdom.
My new content is below - newest is at the end of the page.
I'm a very private person. This is difficult for me. I'm not posting this to draw attention to myself- I don't like attention.
I want to draw attention to the DANGERS from the Cult/Sect/Family.
I'm making this page to point at the Cult/Sect/Family who are behind the harassment of me for years and decades.
The same horrific Cult/Sect/Family organized the horrible Soviet regime in Eastern Europe after World War II. (East Block during the Cold War) and other regimes.
The horrible communist/Soviet regime in post-WWII Poland lasted 44 years. (1945- 1989). The regime murdered and oppressed people. Most people worked hard for very little money, while the communist regime-keepers lived in wealth. Subsequently, the same Cult/Sect/Family organized the fall of the regime, as a controlled demolition. The Cult/Sect/Family ripped the profits.
The Cult/Sect/Family creates regimes and regime changes, or takes down whole countries.
And, the Cult/Sect/Family stages massive upheavals - wars, revolutions, financial crashes, massive cultural warfare, falls of whole cultures.
In 1996, I was invited to Portland, Oregon, USA, for what I thought was a short visit. But It was a trap. I found myself lured in by the Cult - THE hub of psychological/biological and cultural warfare. The Leader/Guru of the Portland, Oregon Cult allegedly invented everything since the year 1961- this is when he became a successor of Carl Gustav Jung, the famous Swiss psychiatrist. The Cult was created in Zurich/Switzerland and went between Switzerland (Zurich) and the USA, then moved to Portland, Oregon in 1980. Since 1961 - there have been all these changed in the USA: the Sixties, drug "culture," cults... LGBTQ push.... and the idea of "Matrix" (Red Pill - to dupe people into believing that they are getting enlightened, but actually, mass poisoning people with psychedelics). In Oregon, the first thing the Cult/Sect/Family did in the 1980s was organizing a sub-cult called Rajneesh in rural Oregon. They tried to expand and separate part of Oregon, Washington State and part of Canada and became their own country (so I was told). Rajneesh cult is misrepresented in the media - really, it was a detention camp, where people had to work without pay and were being abused. The media tells us that this cult was disbanded. But really, the manipulators stayed behind and infiltrated every level of Oregon.
Now, 2020s, , Portland, Oregon is a site of major tragedy. The Cult first did it in Zurich - Platzspitz Needle Park - open, massive drug use. The Cult/Sect/Family wants to turn the whole country into Portland/Platzspitz scene. Their ultimate goal is extreme de-po-pu-lation. I'm using dashes because abhor this project and this word. The Cult is actually very proud of themselves - they claim to be "saving the planet." Their slogan in 1996 was "humanity needs to go." Meaning, they want to take the humanity to the "next level." Or - just themselves, the Cult/Sect/Famimly would go to the "next level," as survivors of a mass war and mass bombing.
1996 and the late 1990s were when the Cult/Sect/Family told me their secrets. Normally, they don't share their secrets with outsiders. I was there just because of the resemblance-coincidence. I was a medical doctor. But there are many medical doctors. They could have found somebody else.
After I refused to work for them, they stopped telling me their secrets and turned on me. So, my information is a bit outdated. But, valuable. Also, the Cult told me; "you're the only doctor on the planet who can figure it out (the stuff about Freud and Jung and epilepsy - more about it later). I didn't believe it. Every doctor should know this stuff. But, medical doctors with solid knowledge, like myself, are being "cancelled." The Cult/Sect/Family puts their own doctors, scientists and leaders in position of power. The Cult/Sect/Family called their method "Proud to be Mad." They were saying, in late 1990s, that they would put MAD persons (members of their own family) - everywhere, including politics - and "take the co-un-try d-o-w-n" (their words, I'm using dashes, because I abhor their plans and words). These days, the 2010s and 2020s, it actually starts looking more more like the Cult's way. More about the Cult's method "Proud to be Mad" later.
Stay sane. Protect the true democracy!!!!
This post (an others) are based on me observing and comparing what the Cult was saying and doing in the past (mostly late 1990s) and what is happening how.
Now, in 2024, on the scale of the whole country - the USA, it's quite obvious that the Cult/Sect/Family are are doing two opposite things at the same time - organizing a communist revolution, and, at the same time, on the other side, "restoring monarchy."
That's how they work. Revolutions, regime changes, a revolving door. Working on both sides. Always.
As I'm making this website in August/September 2024, I'm not using the actual name of this Cult/Sect/Family and their Leader/Guru., because this Cult enforces extreme secrecy and retaliates heavily for breaking it. When I arrived in Portland, Oregon in 1996, the Cult told me "the minute you walked through this door, your life is over." I had no idea what they meant. Now I do. But my life is not over. I'm alive and still able to speak. Recently, the Leader/Guru passed away. At least, I can't be forced anymore to apologize to him in person. This went on for years - the Cult pressured me to "apologize" for refusing to join his flock and for things I said in 1996 or the late 1990s. With the forced apology off the list, I feel more emboldened to speak. But there are still other ways the Cult can use to harass me and silence me. That's why I'm a bit cryptic while writing this page. I don't like being cryptic. I like to be straight-forward. But, for now, I have to stay a bit cryptic and use descriptive expressions and names, hoping that it would decrease Cult's potential retaliation.
"Restoring European monarchy" - is just one of the Cult/Sect/Family projects and baits - this is how the Cult/Sect/Family got in power - they were hired by European Royals to spy and organize wars and revolutions for them. That's one of the "revolving door" project. Taking the monarchy down and restoring it. Installing a communist regime, then taking it down, ripping the profits. Organizing conflict on both sides. Switching sides.
Austro-Hungarian Empire (Habsburg Empire) dissolved in 1918. The most powerful Empire in recent European history just called it quits. Nope. The Austro-Hungarian Empire dissolved TEMPORARILY. The royals became hidden. With a plan to come back, more powerful and more oppressive. The royals OUTSOURCED the project (spying and manipulating) to the Cult/Sect/Family. Cult/Sect/Family keeps running the project, on the large scale, under extreme secrecy. The most recent phase started before World War I, was coordinated in Zurich, Switzerland. (and in Vienna, Austria, and elsewhere, but the Zurich part is very easy to track and that's the part I'm most familiar with ).
Many rich people are in on this - they want to be the part of the restored monarchy too. That's where the money originally came from - working for the hidden Habsburgs and other hidden royals. But..... here comes the twist. The Cult/Sect/Family wants to BECOME the new ROYALS themselves. The Cult/Sect/Family want to dupe their original employers. Revolving door, but modified. Taking the monarchy down, then, restoring it, hundred or so years later. But... meanwhile... the Cult/Sect/Family infiltrates and uses their children like a cuckoo bird - they put their own children into other family's nest. For their project, the Cult/Sect/Family finds women with the right looks to give them children.
Some women comply. Not me.
No!
The Cult/Sect/Family spent a lot of time trying to lure me in. First, in Poland, when I was a teenager, medical student and then a young medical doctor. In my home country, Poland, Europe, the Cult/Sect/Family surrounded me - and everybody else - the Cult/Sect/Family were running/coordinating the horrible communist/Soviet regime in the East Block, oppressing Eastern Europe for 44 years after World War II. Then I was invited to Germany and Switzerland on medical internship. Then I was invited to the USA to study "Jungian psychology", which I thought was advanced medicine and psychology. It turned out to be THE CULT/SECT/FAMILY - it's very center.
To clarify, I'm NOT referring to any three-letter agencies, as in "Central" or Free-M persons (the "gesture people") (they were there too, attending workshops, and as a part of the large project). I'm referring to the actual SECT/FAMILY that has been put in charge of creating and staging psychological warfare, the chaos part, since before World War I. The Cult/Sect/Family INFILTRATED and now MANIPULATE these organizations/agencies. This is very easy to track, put on the timeline and on the map and prove. But nobody is pointing it out. The main tool of the Cult/Sect/Family psychological warfare is to create lots of noise and disinformation, so the simple truth stays hidden, buried under a pile of BAMBOOZLE. My attempt is to un-burry the truth, and help others to un-bamboozle.
I'm hoping that whoever reads it, will feel inspired to look at the timelines, facts and trajectories, and UNDERSTAND the conclusion. The conclusion is that we are being pushed into senseless, destructive conflict that is staged on both sides by very experienced and very secretive manipulators.
I'm making this page hoping to inspire somebody, or a bunch of somebodies to SAVE US!
I'm using my the comparison photos to illustrate WHY the Cult/Sect/Family lured me in. They wanted some suitable genetic material. The right looks. Plus, I do have good DNA. I was healthy as a child, learned to read at 4 or 5, learned mathematics, science and languages very easily and graduated from medical school at the age of 24. I've learned Polish (my mother tongue), German, Russian, Latin and English. I'm not writing it to brag, but to point out WHY they lured me in. It's not about me. The Cult/Sect/Family wants to control how people procreate. The "feminism" project was their job - making women have no children, or having children later in life, which decreases the chance of giving birth. As women get older, some go through in vitro fertilization (IVF) to have a child. Sometimes the child is conceaved using a sperm donor, from a sperm bank (guess who are the donors, selectively). It's not about me, it's about EVERYBODY. The Cult/Sect/Family wants to breed people selectively. In 1996, when I was invited by the Cult/Sect/Family, they were already heavily into LGBTQ. The Cult told me that the Leader/Guru invented it as a way of gentle de-po-pu-lation. And, also, to create a split - as the same time as they promote LGBTQ, they build up an anti-LGBTQ base. One example is Jordan Peterson, who is on the media a lot. I can't stand him. He seems on a verge of a nervous breakdown, he's rambling, and uses distracting hand gestures. But I watched some of his Youtubes for research. Some of his stuff is what the Portland Cult was saying verbatim - word by word. Some of it is flipped upside down, but still, obviously, it's the same crew . He is anti-woke and anti-LGBTQ. So, wait... the came crew invented woke and LGBTQ and now their most visible crew spokesperson is anti-woke and anti-LGBTQ?! Exactly.
In 1996, the Cult had a lady prepared for me - I was supposed to be her partner. WHAT? I'm not a lesbian. The Cult controlled everything; it's like a prison without walls. No men were interested in me. But women were. One after another, just for the purpose of controll.
I got married, eventually. To a MAN! Shortly, the Cult told me to divorce and threatened me and were going to fabricate things on my husband. I didn't want to divorce. That's a long story. Actually, I had a boyfriend in Poland, since I was 15. We were inseparable. But... he started dating other girls.... When it was time to marry our almost 10 years of dating fell apart.... When I came to the USA in 1996, I was already 29, almost 30 years old. I really wanted to get married. Have a family and be happy. One of my lesbian handlers warned me, that if i did it, "they would go after your children." WHAT? Those days, I didn't believe in anything the Cult was saying. I was optimistic. I didn't realize that the Cult exercises that much of control. Long story short, the Cult tried to force me into a lesbian partnership and .... have children THEIR WAY. (guess who was supposed to be the father). I refused.
Historic background: Tzar (Russian word for a King), also spelled Czar, was the King of Russian Empire until 1917. Tzar Nicholas II and his wife Alexandra were the last Monarch family of Russia. They had five children: four daughters and a son.
One of the daughters, the youngest, was Anastasia.
Anastasia was 17 years old in 1918. This was when the Bolshevik revolutionaries took down the Russian Empire and started the Soviet Union. While doing so, the Bolshevik revolutionaries committed the murder of the Royal/Tzar family.
It was in Ipatiev house, Russia, in the town of Yekaterinburg, in 1918.
There are stories about Anastasia possibly having survived; escaped, or was kidnapped, and had children.
What does it have to do with me?!!! Well... NOTHING. But, strangely... Based on the pictures, there is indeed some passing resemblance between my family (my grandmother, mother and myself) ; somewhat resembling the members of the family of Tzar Nicholas II - his daughter Anastasia and his wife Alexandra.
The resemblance is coincidental.
Considering the timeline, Anastasia would be a young woman when my grandmother was born. But my great-grandparents were farmers in Poland. My grandparents were farmers too. My parents were school teachers. Many women in Central/Eastern Europe have similar looks.
It's a coincidence. But, unfortunately, Cult/Sect/Family had different ideas. The Cult just wants to use people and make their political theater. The Cult's Leader/Guru decides what is what and who is who. For the Cult, there are no coincidences; they call it "synchronicity." Plus, their thinking doesn't require logic. They believe in reincarnation, time travel and "aliens" - extraterrestrials, being in "two places at the same time," fortune-telling and such things. The Cult/Sect/Family developed a bizarre pseudo-psychological theories that are completely irrational. All the weird things that is being presented to us these days: things like "we're living in a simulation," "singularity," 'time travel," "Aliens," and "Matrix" are the Cult/Sect/Family inventions. However, it was developed much earlier, by Sigmund Freud, (1856 - 1939 Austrian psychiatrist), and Carl Gustav Jung (C G Jung) (1875 - 1961 Swiss psychiatrist living in Zurich). Both Freud and Jung are presented in the media as famous psychiatrist and, somehow, also psychologists, even though these are different fields. Medical psychiatry is more like neurology.
What are Freud and Jung famous for? Nobody points out that their "psychology," their theories don't make sense. Indeed. It's a "psychology of chaos" and fantasies . Freud/Jung "psychology" creates chaos in people's minds, in culture and politics. Freud/Jung "psychotherapy" actually teaches people how to be irrational.
The Cult told me in 1996 that Freud was a genius. Freud invented psychoanalysis, which later became psychotherapy. The Cult said, "Christian Catholics go to confession, but Christian Protestants don't. So Freud invented psychotherapy to spy on Protestants, ha ha." The Cult was laughing.
I still cringe.
Freud and Jung invented the "psychology of the unconscious" or "collective unconscious," as a way to manipulate large groups of people, whole countries. The whole BAMBOOZLE since the late 1800s is based on their ideas and KEPT IN THE FAMILY.
In 1961, after Carl Gustav Jung death, the Leader/Guru of the Portland Cult (then Zurich) was invited to Zurich and became his successor. So the Cult told me. The Cult told me that the Leader/Guru was a genius and gave lectures at Cern at a young age (Cern is a high-tech facility in Geneva, Switzerland, that works on atomic bomb and invented the Internet). The Cult told me that the Leader/Guru was so controversial that the main Jungian group originally distanced themselves from him. But apparently, over the years, he gained power over the whole group. According to the Cult, Leader/Guru invented everything since 1961- the Sixties, the drug "culture," cults .... mass poisoning and mass-oppressing people and, eventually, mass-de-pop-ulation. These ideas are really horrific. And, the ideas are invented by people who are MAD! They admit it themselves - they even invented the whole idea of "Proud to be Mad' - that their family (selectively) would be ADMIRED for being MAD. That's their idea of a MAD GENIUS. It's being promoted in movies and on TV more and more and more.
Meanwhile, a person like myself, with solid medical knowledge and a medical degree gets CANCELLED.
The most important thing for me is to share my personal opinions on medicine, how things used to be, in the old days.
I would call it my medical knowledge. But I don't have medical license. I got cancelled. The Cult threatened me over the years not to say anything about the Cult, and also, not to share any of my medical knowledge. So, let's call it my PERSONAL OPINION. And, regardless of the Cult's threats, I'm going to take a risk, and say it - write it here. At least, in short. The topic is much larger - what are the neurological/mental symptoms used in the Cult's biological/cultural warfare.
The Leader/Guru took psychological warfare to a new level. Recently, there were some bizarre news and some very famous persons talking about people "living in a simulation." I just Googled "living in the simulation." The top result "Con-fir-med! We are livi-ng in a si-mul-ation." This is BAMBOOZLE. Obviously, we are NOT living in a "simulation." But where is this BAMBOOZLE coming from? A feeling of "living in a simulation" is well known as "derealization," "depersonalization" and a symptom that occurs in neurological/mental disorders, mainly in a focal (partial) epilepsy - especially Temporal Lobe (TLC). Partial epilepsy doesn't have to manifest in clonic seizures (full-body convulsions). It can be accompanied by partial convulsive spasms, like facial tics. Or, it can be latent - there can be a long period of time, even years, before clonic seizures start. Partial epilepsy can manifest in a so called "epileptic fugue" or, as it was called in the old days, "status epilepticus." That is a prolong state of altered consciousness, with derealization, (the "living in a simulation" feeling), depersonalization ("feeling not myself, there are two of us") and dissociation (broken thought process). Freud and Jung are advertised to the world as famous psychiatrists. But, when you dig deeper, strange information about them appears. They both were prone to bizarre behaviors. In 1996, the Cult wanted me to read Freud and Jung. I read, or skimmed through some of this stuff, and became convinced that they had serious neurological/mental problems. Politely, I tried to have conversations with the Cult. Which they encouraged. They quizzed me about my medical knowledge. The Cult told me "you're the last real doctor, nobody in the US is trained like that." I didn't believe it. Years and decades later, after watching some movies, I realize that psychiatrists in the US are more an ore often presented as therapists, story-tellers, or "analysts." I was trained in medicine. In my training, psychiatry is largely overlapped with neurology.
Long story short, to me, it seemed like Freud and Jung suffered from a form of epilepsy, with epileptic fugues, where they vividly experienced "the unconscious." Perhaps also from a schizophrenia-like (schizotypal) type of thought disorder. The Cult confirmed. Yes, indeed. Except, for the word "suffer." The Cult/Sect/Family members don't SUFFER from epilepsy - they consider themselves GENIUSES. To them these symptoms are their "enlightenment," "illumination," their flashes of genius! They wanted to re-make the world - flip normal and abnormal upside down - and be worshiped as "magicians" who could "predict the future," "time travel," "be at two places at the same time," being "two (or more) persons" and stuff like that - they consider these neurological symptoms being like .... a deity. Some of the Cult members claimed that the Leader/Guru was a "reincarnation of Buddha" (main figure from Buddhism, religion from India), and his partner (the word "wife" wasn't allowed) was a Bodhisattva (?). It's interesting that the Leader/Guru and his partner also claimed to be Jewish. Buddhist, Jewish, New Age, a bit Chinese (they were into Chinese astrology and I-ching - predicting the future). This Cult/Sect/Family practices "anything goes" approach. Years and decades later, as I read up on this family and their history - that's their main thing - they switch religion, after religion, after religion, or use elements of different religions - mix and match. Elements of Scientology, elements of "Heaven's Gate" (another destructive sub-cult). The Cult members were saying some wild stuff, while the Leader/Guru stayed enigmatic. I actually never had a conversation with him. All communication was through their assistants. Some cult members claimed that the Leader/Guru was immortal and would make them immortal. Or, that he was an "extraterrestrial." And..... that the volcano near Portland, Mount Saint Helens, blew up in 1980 as a "synchronicity" (a Jungian term for a miracle) to mark his arrival in Portland, Oregon. Or, that Leader/Guru was the "real Dalai Lama" (leader of Buddhism), and the Dalai Lama who is the official one, was fake. The Cult wanted their Leader/Guru to be worshiped as ...
I don't want to use the word GOD in the same sentence. I reserve this word to GOD above us all, in heaven.
One of the Cult's slogan was "proud to be mad." They wanted to convince people (normal people) that their family madness, as described above, wasn't madness, but genius.
The Cult/Sect/Family has been propagating this in the US since the Sixties - there are lots of movies and songs glorifying such experiences. The Doors "Break on through, to the other side." What "other side," I was asking. I never had such experiences, not even close. MOST NORMAL, HEALTHY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE SUCH EXPERIENCES. The Cult/Sect/Family has a HEREDITARY MENTAL ILLNESS.
The Cult wanted to wanted me to become the "next Thomas Szasz and Stanislav Grof" - psychiatrists who teach that "mental illness is a myth" and push psychedelics. Both Szasz and Groff came from the Austro-Hungarian area to the US to spread their work. The Cult told me to read their books. I thought it was all wrong, a very wrong idea. The Cult became very upset with me.
Then, it got even worse. It's about Freud and his idea of "Childhood...... I can't even say it, it makes me want to puke. "Childhood first letter s, second letter e, third letter x -uality." Childhood? What?!!!! My interpretation of it was that Freud probably had epileptic episodes (partial?) as a child, possibly also during his sleep. Such episodes can also be interpreted as ..... first letter o, second letter r third letter g fourth letter a fifth letter s sixth letter m. Freud has lots of extremely bizarre (and very unhealthy) theories about children's development. The Cult was into these ideas. The Cult said that they wanted to "free" children to "do whatever they wanted," that is, including.... What?!!! I was very upset. The Cult became very upset with me. They told me "you are the only doctor on the planet who can figure it out." What?!! Everybody, every doctor should know it.
Now, years and decades later, the culture became extremely s ---- e ... x ... ualized. Movies, clothing, the internet. I can't help but wonder if this whole, horrible phase has been created because of these influential persons, the Cult/Sect/Family, who have this unusual illness. Again. I said illness. The Cult forbade using this word. They weren't ill - they wanted to be seen as geniuses, magicians and deities! Just like physical appearance, we inherit our neurological and mental traits. Many members of this Cult/Sect/Family are actually descendants of ONE MAN, who lived in the 1700s and had a "harem," that is, a flock of women: many women gave birth to his children. There are many people in the media or on TV who might be descendants of this ONE MAN. Their Cult/Sect/Family cultivates their inherited traits by having children outside of marriage, or marrying closely in the family - marrying their cousins - by keeping their genetic pool small, they want to became even more 'genius," "enlightened," or "illuminated." For example, there's this married couple, news presenters on one of the TV stations, and they kind of .... look like each other. Plus, they talk and behave similarly, make the same grimaces.... I can't help but wonder if BOTH are members of the Cult/Sect/Family. It seems like there are MANY of them in the media and politics. They are on ALL SIDES.
There are some behavioral/neurological traits you can recognize these tribe/family by: inadequate affect - grinning and laughing while talking about something sad or scary. Rambling - talking a lot, but what they're saying doesn't make sense. "Magical thinking" with cryptic references. "Fragmented thought process" changing the subject a lot and using lose associations. Lack of thought trajectory. Lack of focus. Essentially, they talk and act like pranksters.
I am very different from them - I'm a different "neurotribe." I'm a linear thinker. I don't have dreams and visions. I just think. Logically. They considered me boring. They lured me in just because the useful looks.
The Cult/Sect/Family has been spinning their ideas out of control. The most horrible thing is that the Cult is into the "end of the world" and extreme de-po-pu-lation. (I'm using dashes because I don't even want to say/write this word, it's so horrible) The Cult called their plans "humanity needs to go," saying that they will move the humanity to the "next level." The Cult/Sect/Family would re-emerge after bombing the world from the tunnels/bunkers in the Swiss Alps. They even told me the specific spot. They told me that they would then "live in a different form." I wondered how. I asked questions. But the Cult didn't allow questions. The rule was "do what you're told and don't ask any questions." The Cult members just repeated after the Leaer/Guru. They believed in everything the Leader/Guru said. Or maybe, some of them pretended to believe, because they were too scared. They knew the consequences (I didn't). The Cult members did everything their Leader/Guru told them. Usually, the Leader/Guru had a "dream" or a "vision" and his followers acted according to the "vision." The Cult believed that the Leader/Guru could perform healings and miracles, that he would make them immortal, they worship him as..... I can't even say it in the same sentence as the Leader/Guru.
I pray to God in Heaven only, God above us all. I don't worship a Leader/Guru.
The Cult/Sect/Family are staging wars, oppression and destruction. They use psychological, biological, technological and cultural warfare. Their motto is "transgression." They break all the rules. They break morality. They break family. They break political systems. They break countries. They break people. They break the world.
Stay focused. Stay healthy. Be brave. Keep yourself unbroken. Outplay them.
Save us.
Portland, Oregon, is being a pushed into a major tragedy - like the Platzpitz, Needle Park, Zurich, Switzerland in the past. A mass-drug-use scene has been created by the Cult/Sect/Family in Portland, Oregon. People doing drugs on the street - what happened to their houses, their money? Portland tragedy has been greatly aided by the provocations and partial de-funding of the police. The image above shows one of the provocations the Cult orchestrated - the death of a man named James Chasse and the film "Alien Boy" - the continuation of the provocation.
According to what the Cult/Sect/Family was saying in the late 1990s, their goal is to start a civil war in Portland and then spread war and destruction all over the place.
Whoever reads this, please save us.
Let's put the evens on the timeline
1980 the Cult/Sect/Family moved to Portland, Oregon from Zurich, Switzerland. A large sub-cult called Rajneesh was created. Really, a detention camp. Rajneeshees brought in a number of mentally ill people into their compound, and, after a while, dropped them off on the streets in towns and cities. The media tells us that the Rajneesh cult disbanded, after having committed crimes and atrocities (including poisonings). But, really, the manipulators never left - they stayed in Oregon, silently, infiltrating and continuing with their destructive methods.
1980s - an "outreach team" was created in Portland, Oregon. Later, it became a crisis-response team.
1995 - a large psychiatric hospital in Portland area was closed. People with chronic mental illness who used to live there were now supposed to live in group homes, or be case managed by "behavioral health" agencies. Some chronically ill people end up on the streets.
2001 death of José Mejía Poot - who was shot inside a psychiatric unit. As a result, somehow, small mental health agencies were disbanded, and one large mental health aka behavioral agency was created.
2002 I started working for that Large Behavioral Health Agency as a $20 (or so) an hour crisis responder. To my shock, some of the employees of that agency were members of the Portland Cult. I politely protested to the supervisors, but they told me that it's "freedom of speech," and that "everybody is free to be in a cult if they want to." I noticed that the "behavioral care model" was very inefficient. Somehow, year after year, there seem to be more and more people in mental health crisis.
2006 - death of James Chasse in the hands of the law enforcement. Lots of news. Somehow, nobody noticed, that one of the three law enforcement officers who approached Chasse on the street was a Sheriff Deputy - Sheriff deputies don't patrol Portland streets.
2006 aftermath - riots, harassment of police (lots of police quit as a result), lawsuits, speeches, a special commission for police accountability. (Still, nobody noticed the obvious inconsistencies.)
2013, a film was released - "Alien Boy, Life and Death of James Chasse." To my shock, the film used my name to blame me, even though I wasn't on the scene when Chasse was killed. The film was used to criticize police and to partially defund the police.
2013 aftermath - I started asking questions. I contacted the media, lawyers, officials... or, rather I TRIED. Nobody wanted to talk to me.
2014 I kept asking questions. The Large Behavioral Health Agency I worked for, shockingly, co-produced the film "Alien Boy." What?!!! They were supposed to relieve the crisis, NOT CREATE it. I spoke with the CEO, who told me.... I'll skip the details. I got fried from my $20 an hour crisis responder job.
2016, after not being able to find a lawyer, I filed a lawsuit against the Large Behavioral Health Agency I used to work for. The Large Behavioral Health Agency didin't respond to the lawsuit. They simply ignored it. I filed for a "default judgment" - to win the lawsuit by default. Nope. The judge dismissed my lawsuit.
2020, Oregon took a drastic step - "small amounts" of drugs were de-criminalized in the name of "freedom." Now, a greatly reduced police force had to deal with a massive drug scene. People are "loosing" their houses. Or, rather, what happens to their houses and their money?
2024, Oregon re-criminalizes drugs. Now, the people who got addicted to drugs, will be re-criminalized. Revolving door. Switching sides - this time switching the approach upside down. "Freedom" to use drugs, then, a few years later, a crack-down. The help and rehabilitation model seems to be extremely inefficient.
2024, after decades of chaos, Portland, Oregon, is very vulnerable. Ready for a staged war? In the media, Portland is presented as a city of Democrats gone wild. Nobody points out, that really, Portland is run by this horrible Cult/Sect/Family - the same Cult/Sect/Family who organized revolutions in Europe - including creating the SOVIET UNION!!!!!!!
Whoever reads it - Please SAVE US!!!!!! No Soviet Union here!!!!!! Say NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I like to be practical - the most useful info I can share is my medical knowledge and my observation of HOW this Cult is making Chaos. HOW do they BAMBOOZLE people so effectivey. How possibly could the whole Portland establishment go for this provocations. Let's try to to understand the film "Alien Boy."
Content: Death of James Chasse.
Structure: It doesn't make sense. The events don't add up. The Sheriff Deputy doesn't normally patrol the streets. Death of Chasse, they way it is presented, doesn't make sense, medically. The structure of the film is non-linear, with jumping timelines. I discovered that the film uses spots of very low sound frequencies, inaudible, that can create vibration of human eye-ball, and visual illusions (pseudo-hallucinations.) In short, the film "Alien Boy" is a piece of professional MIND-CONTROL. It took me a long time to realize it. I tried to UNDERSTAND the film and UNDERSTAND what happened. Chaos in not to be UNDERSTOOD. That's how the Chaos-makers make chaos.
Trajectory. Four decades after the Cult's arrival in Portland, Oregon (1980), Portland, Oregon is in CHAOS.
Trajectory for me, as a person. The Cult did just what they said they did. The Cult retaliated. I didn't know that the Cult was THAT serious.
The Leader/Guru of the Portland Cult actually wrote a book (one of many books) - a manual how to retaliate. I haven't read the whole thing, only a summary. How scary. The Cult members are OBLIGED to retaliate. It's a retaliation machine.
The actual case manager of James Chasse is not shown in the "Alien Boy" film. The actual case manager was a member of the Cult, one of the handlers who, in the late 1990s tried to groom me into becoming a lesbian. The picture accompanying this post contains a photo from a drag queen show she invited me to in 1996 or 1997. That was supposed to be a part of my forced LGBTQ education. She got a PhD in Jungian "psychology." Jungians use the UNCONSCIOUS to manipulate large groups of people and whole nations into revolutions and wars. Another member of the Cult, besides working for the Portland Police, and the crisis response team, is actually a co-creator of ultra violent series of books and movies. These people are professional makers of Chaos.
In the Soviet Union, there were show-trials. Innocent people were accused of things they haven't done. The others watched in shock and got scared.
After I said "NO," to the Cult, the "Alien Boy," was my show trial. Many people in Portland simply HAD to know that it was a provocation. But.... they said nothing. Maybe they were too scared. Maybe they benefited from the situation. I still know. It is still all covered in silence.
These days, the retaliation has a new name - "cancel culture." People have their careers and lives destroyed for whatever - for something they said or wrote on social media....
I hope this page will inspire somebody, or a bunch of somebodies to save us from show trials or "cancel culture".
What are the Cult's methods? Bait and punish.
BAIT - the money and the houses that changed hands. When I was working my $20 (or so) an hour job as a crisis responder, we sometimes had crisis calls on old people who used to have houses and money, but they "lost" them. The crisis was that somebody was screaming, because they didn't have anything to eat; they were in a wheelchair and couldn't get to the store. An old lady in a small, dirty room. She used to have a house (or two) and a bunch of money in savings, but then her husband died and strange things started happening. Somehow, she "lost" her house. Somehow, she got locked out of her money. And then, somehow, she ended up in a dirty room with no food.
The usual thought is that people who end up in crisis did something wrong. How about - something wrong was DONE to THEM? It's not just poor people, or people who made mistakes. I remember a crisis call where two older men, brothers lived in a nice, big house, their inheritance. Somehow, a few years later, there was a crisis call. I recognized the man - one of the brothers - in a small, dirty room, dead. How did it happen? Or a woman from a very wealthy family, who was waiting in line to get into a shelter, saying that the family wanted to cut her out of her inheritance. Soon, she was found dead. And on and on and on. People with serious mental illness not being hospitalized, living on the street. While other people were sent for a forced psychiatric hospitalization for ridiculous reasons, getting a hospital bill that wiped out their house and savings. Years into my work as a crisis responder, I started noticing the pattern. Something was wrong, very wrong.
Decades later, I'm in a situation myself. I don't live in Portland any more, but in the vicinity. In 2017 we bought a condo, paid $150,000. It's an HOA. The condo came with a tax/land parcel number. In 2021, the county removed taxation from our land. Now our condo is taxed together with mobie homes. What?!!! Our condo suddenly got "mobile"?!!! Things in the condo complex started getting strange. Floodings, right next to our condo. People screaming that we'll have to leave, or pay rent. People gathering signatures to sign away our homeowner rights. There are many elderly condo owners, some really old, in their eighties and nineties. They might not know what they are signing. We might get "voted out" of our condo by signatures gathered under false pretense. I started looking around, discovered irregularities in HOA documents. Soon, I receive a letter from the HOA (condo) lawyer. "The Board is quite aware of Ela Howard's increasingly erratic behaviors." Hmmm... It looks like my HOA is getting ready to send me for a "mental health evaluation." Or, an "incident."
Then I have a leak in my backyard. 100 gallons a day. The repair was scheduled 11 days after the leak. 1100 gallons of water, 4 feet from my condo. I don't want my condo to get damaged, so I started pumping water away, day and night. Waking up every 4 hours. Meanwhile, the condo president is lurking behind the hedge, and his helper is lurking behind the bushes. Normally, a condo-owner like me would ask, hey, what's going on, why does it take so long to fix the leak. But I don't say anything. With the "mental health" "paperwork" pre-established by the lawyer, I can be find myself in an "incident" and have it blamed on me. So I just hid away. I pumped the water out of the leak for 11 nights and days and waited for the repair.
And so on and so forth. In the Soviet Union, people's houses, land and possessions were taken away by force. In Portland, Oregon and vicinity what is done is somewhat different. Silent. But the effects are the same. People on the streets, their houses and possessions stolen. In the Soviet Union the psychiatric system was a form of abuse. Now the Cult/Sect/Family who did it in the Soviet Union and East Block, brought the abuse to the USA.
I hope somebody will save us.
Of course, stealing houses and money and dealing drugs is a crime. So, I guess, some people are punished, but SELECTIVELY. Always having something hanging over their head. Plus, blackmailing. In the 1980s, in the Rajneesh sub-cult, people were spied on and put under surveillance. Then, stuff was done to people, found on people, or fabricated material for blackmail.
I hope somebody will restore a system based on justice and morality.
The most worrisome and horrible thing is the "Alien Boy" connection with the "Poison Idea" video showing Donald Trump. In the film "Alien Boy" Kurt Cobain from the band "Nirvana" talks about punk rock bands and mentions a punk rock band "Poison Idea."
"Poison Idea" band made a horrible video "Calling all Ghosts" - showing a brain-washing cult, a brain-washed young man getting a riffle and .... this is just so horrible.... the video, uploaded in 2016, shows a gunman watching Donald Trump on TV and then attacking Donald Trump, as he speaks at a rally!!!!!!!!! I got so horrified when I discovered it.
Now, in 2024, I got even more horrified, after July 13, 2024 horrible attack on Donald Trump, who was speaking at a rally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Cult always plants things. The Cult does things long-term, creating controversies and unresolved, puzzling, bizarre charades. It's obvious that the Cult's professional Jungian provocateurs planted the whole thing. "Poison Idea" - is a band created in 1980 (the year when the Cult moved from Zurich to Portland). At some point, I'm guessing, the Cult will back-track, somehow, to the video. But how? What will be the outcome?
So far, I've noticed that the Cult's main method is SELF-FRAMING = VERTICAL FRAMING = a FALSE FLAG = INSIDE JOB .
The police officers and the sheriff deputy film-recorded themselves for the "Alien Boy" film. The officers self-framed the whole police and sheriff department. The innocent police officers who did a good job got harassed as a result. The whole police department got targeted and partially defunded.
How does SELF-FRAMING work? The Cult infiltrates a large organization. To the top. Some select people create a provocation. The provocation compromises or collapses the whole thing.
I can only guess that the CULT IS GOING TO SELF-FRAME again. They'll reverse the whole thing, "discover" their pre-planted videos and provocations, paddle back and point backwards at themselves, the Cult.
But, as always, the Cult/Sect/Family will hope to escape - and frame the bystanders, the ones who were in the SAME ROOM. Or, the ones the Cult/Sect/Family infiltrated, manipulated, controlled and used.
Who will end up being framed - the people who attended their workshops, like me, and... the others. Some very serious OTHERS. The C-erta-in Age-n-cy. DOT, DOT, DOT.
I don't want to be framed by the Cult. I don't want to be framed together with the Ce0rtain Age-ncy DOT DOT DOT.
I've never worked for the Cult/Sect/FAMILY... I never worked for the C-erta-in Age-n-cy. I have nothing to do with the Free-M (the gesture people) either !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just happened to be in the same room with them, during the dysmal "Jungian Psychology" workshops, because the Cult/Sect/Family controlls them too!!!!!
The reason the "Jungian Psychology" Cult/Sect/Family invited/lured me in was because they wanted me to "work" for their Leader/Guru personally, (be in his flock), because of the passing resemblance-coincidence!!!!!!!!!!!! I refused!!!!!!!! I said NO!!!!!!!!!!!
And you (whoever reads it) should say NO too!!!!! To whatever the Cult/Sect/Family is doing. Say NO!!!!!!
I want to expose the Cult. I want to reveal what I've discovered about the Cult's methods.
I want to help you to be able to survive the Cult's manipulations.
Unfortunately, I continue to live under unfortunate circumstances. I've been threatened and harassed. Right now, (summer 2024, my house (condo) is being flooded). I have to put a lot of energy into my everyday life and survival.
On the Internet, my content disappears from Google searches. Sometimes I have trouble logging into my websites.
But... I'm still here and I want to use my time wisely.
The Cult's revealed some of their biggest secrets to me in 1996, right after they invited me to Portland, Oregon. Usually, the Cult/Sect/Family doesn't reveal their secrets to outsiders. They literally keep it in the family. I was only invited in because of the resemblance-coincidence.
I was trained as a Medical Doctor. I'm a linear thinker. I have a lot to say. Most importantly - about the neurological symptoms caused by biological warfare. Main thing, avoid neurotoxins - drugs, including psychedelics. And take off your headphones - there are sound frequencies in music these days that are harmful for the brain. Listen to and play acoustic music.
I'll do my best to explain things in a simple, concise and accessible manner.
I want you to UNDERSTAND
My content - my posts - by date -
chronological - from oldest on top, newest at the end
Starting in April 2024, I started making some posts on my Facebook page with no followers https://www.facebook.com/ElaHowardBlogger But, the "algorithms" are busy - my page got recently unlisted from Google Search. I started having trouble logging into my facebook.
I also have my personal Facebook, where I'm "friends" with some people, including some members of the Cult, but I don't write anything of importance on that FB. Also, I made some webpages in 2015/2016, but I haven't updated them (the pages got unlisted by Google search)
Here are some of my recent posts from https://www.facebook.com/ElaHowardBlogger The most important for each post is the accompanying image. Unfortunately, when a FB post is linked, the picture is at the end. I posted the pictures here too. For some reason, I can't make regular text links on this page, so I leave it with the full text of the URLs (internet addresses) of the posts.
April 8, 2024 after a long break (since 2016) I made a new posting - I was watching the news about the sun eclipse, and then I watched some Youtube videos. Some Youtubers were calling the eclipse "Nineveh" as in the city in the Bible, and were talking about the "end of the world." I was wondering why. And also, thinking, this is really strange, I haven't heard stuff like that before. The Youtubers (including preachers) sounded like THE CULT (the Cult was very much into astrology and other "predicting the future," or "fortune telling" methods. And into the "End of the Word." I thought - it's time to post something...
April 8, 2024 Intro - why did the Cult/Sect/Family tried to lure me in? The cult/family has been very active in Poland and other Central/ Eastern European countries. ... targeting blue-eyed girls and young women for their project.... I put together some photo of myself as a child and photos of Anastasia Romanov. It's a conicidence. I wish the coincidence didn't happen. I wish I looked like somebody else. I studied to be a Medical Doctor, get married, have a family, be happy. Unfortunately, I was surrounded by and lured in by the makers of political plots. But ffortunately, I was already a grown up, a medical doctor and a strong-willed person. I managed to refuse their plans I said NO!
April 8, 2024, ... thinking about the "end of the world" eclipse, my stay in Switzerland in the late 1980's, early 1990s, and the WAR MACHINE. Praying for the WAR MACHINE to stop. In my posts, I write about my direct knowledge - what learned in Poland, in Switzerland and in Portland, Oregon, USA - what the Cult told me (mostly in 1996).
April 8, 2024, more thoughts about Switzerland, my Templar co-workers in Switzerland (they were medical doctors, but other than that they were Templars. Also, I was surrounded by other organization "Free-M", which is similar to the Templars, but there are major differences) I was in Switzerland doing a medical internship. That was my focus. But I was surrounded by the WAR MACHINE. In the picture I have a horrible perm and hair dyed red (it was the 1980s)
April 8 2024, even more thoughts on Armageddon, Templars, or, this time Teutonic Knights - the battle of Grunwald/Tannenberg/Zigulis - the year was 1410. My point is that this was the last medieval/tribal battle. Medieval/tribal battles were HORIZONTAL (so to speak) - meaning, a tribe went against another tribe, and the leader rode first - on a white horse, so he was most visible. No room for betrayal, no room for switching sides. Survival of the FITTEST. Later, in the Renaissance, the wars became VERTICAL - intermarried royalty on top organized wars where the masses (so called peasants) fought each other. The leaders seat in palaces, laughing. Survival of the WICKED.
April 14, 2024 "Times of India" on the Internet tells us that Nostradamus (a Frenchman from the 1500s) "predicted" World War III. What?!!! Please, no "predicting"! "Predicting the future," or "fortunetelling" is psych-op, a way to confuse people. BTW, if you wonder how the TV Series "The Simpsons" are supposed to be "predicting" the future - it's the Cult's job. The main creator of "The Simpsons" is from Portland, Oregon. I never watched a single episode of the Simpsons. I just remember that the Cult was laughing about it.
June 4, 2024 My medical diplomas. I earned a Medical Doctor diploma in my home country, Poland (Europe) in 1990. Subsequently, I worked briefly in a hospital in Switzerland. Then I went back to Poland and worked in a hospital in Poland. In 1996 a school of Jungian psychology invited me to the USA. I thought I would be studying advanced medicine and psychology, but it turned out to be a CULT and a hub of psychological, biological, cultural (and everything else) warfare. I refused to work for the Cult. I studied for US medical accreditation exams (ECFMG) and passed them on the first try, in 1997. I tried to get a job as a Medical Doctor. But I couldn't find a job... My medical career failed. Or was "cancelled." I wonder how many other Medical Doctors that are dedicated to helping people have been "cancelled" too.
June 10, 2024 My American Citizenship Ceremony - right now it's just a picture. I posted it in hope that somebody would see it. I'm happy to be an American citizen (naturalized). I love the traditional, old school American values - freedom and justice. In the picture, I pointed out that I refused to work for the Cult. I'm an immigrant. I've been threatened by some people in my surroundings, with the ... first letter K... second letter K ... third letter the same as the first and second letter.... These persons have been telling me that this organization would "do me in." These persons have been saying horrible things to me. I don't want to be "done in."
My Facebook page was still listed in Google search. I was hoping that ... first letter K, second letter K .... etc would see it and re-consider.
There's no link - right now it's only a picture. For now, I just want to say the same thing over and over again - Save us! Save us from a communist regime, save us from a monarchist regime, save us from whichever regime the Cult/Sect/Family is setting it up to be. Save our lives, values and morality.
June 12, 2024, My HOA (condo) .... this post is about what is going on in my life this summer (2024). It's a video - screen recording of the Secretary of State website where I discovered that there were TWO HOA with the same number. That's yet another discovery of irregularities... On June 5th, our HOA lawyer wrote me a "cease and desist" letter - "final warning". I haven't done anything illegal. I haven't received any previous written warnings. I have received numerous verbal warnings - threats of harm since 2022. I got almost hit by a vehicle on several occasion. I was subjected to attempts to extort money from me, to pull me into illegal, illicit and immoral activities... I've been subjected to massive property damage - flooding, water coming three feet to my condo.... The letter comes after two years of me being told, since 2022, while I'm gardening and pruning my roses, "that I don't' own" my condo any more. There are many reasons given to me (screamed at me), but no solid evidence. I'm just being screamed at. After lots of research I found several irregularities. One was - on the Secretary of State website that there were TWO HOAs with the same number. The second HOA was registered under the name of the law firm where our HOA lawyer practices. I contacted the State repeatedly, hoping to generate an investigation. There was no investigation. The number of the second HOA was eventually changed. I asked our HOA lawyer about it during our HOA meeting. The lawyer smiled and gave me no answer. Then the he sent me the "cease and desist" letter. The "cease and desist" letter from HOA reads: The Board of Directors is quite concerned about Ela Howard's increasingly erratic behaviors and unreasonable conduct. And while the Board does not wish to add to Ms. Howard's mental anguish, it can't tolerate this continuing conduct...." etc. The letter goes on like this for several pages, using a lot of "mental keywords." It seems like the HOA is trying to create paper track to pre-establish me as "mental."
As of today, I'm happy not to be falsely-arrested based on this made up "evidence." I'm happy not to be sent for a "mental health" evaluation. The harassment and property damage continues. But at least I'm free. And happy to be alive.
For some reason, I can't make a link to this post. Maybe because it's a video. I don't know.
As I'm making this website - August 31, 2024, I'm dealing with a water leak three feet outside of my condo. Water is gushing about 4-5 gallons per hour. The timeframe for repair is 11 days. It's 1100 gallons. It's a volume of water of one and a half shipping containers. Or, half of the volume of the truck container (a semi). I'm doing my best to handle it in the meantime - which takes me hours, night and day.
June 23, 2024. Avoid psychedelics!!! This post is very important. It's about the Cult/Sect/Family trying to mass-poison people. Also - about the film "Matrix." The Leader/Guru of the Cult allegedly invented the idea of "Matrix" - using the expression "Red Pill" to mass poison people under the pretext of "enlightenment." Also, the post is about some serious medical stuff - focal (partial) epilepsy (usually Temporal Lobe) and how it also relates to "Matrix." Stay sane. Avoid neurotoxins! Stay strong. Save us!
June 24, 2024 - Switzerland, Habsburg Castle. I'm actually Hapsburg-verified! Or, at least, Habsburg looked-over. Right now the post is just a picture, I'll have to find the time to write a longer story. Long story short - when I was in Switzerland, it was the late 1980, I worked on the farm (a winery). It was a student-exchange program for agricultural students. I was a medical student, but.... somehow, I was invited. My host, the farmer/wine maker and his family were busy talking to me in beautiful High German - teaching me German! And taking me on excursions. One of the excursions was to a castle. I didn't know anything about the castle. We just went there, and we visited briefly with an older man, in the castle's private quarters. The older man was sitting in a room. My host spoke Swiss German with him. I just stood there. Then we left. Much, much later I realized that it was the ORIGINAL HABSBURG CASTLE - 11th century. Was the older man a member of the Habsburg family? I can only guess.... But... why didn't they marry me off to a handsome Habsburg or a handsome Templar.... I guess some random girl/woman with the right looks does't matter much. What matters is the STORY. I was subsequently sent to the STORY MAKERS - the Cult/Sect/Family.
June 24, 2024 - resurrection of Monarchy. Right now, it's just a picture, explaining family tree, starting from Catherine the Great (1729 – 1796), the German Princess who went to Russia, married the Emperor of Russia (Tzar) Peter III, whom she overthrew. Catherine became the Empress, or a Tzarina. Several generations later, Nicholas II became the Tzar. His youngest daughter was Anastasia. Nicholas II abdicated in 1917, under mysterious circumstances. Subsequently he and his family were put in house arrest and executed in 1918, according to history. Mysteriously, his youngest daughter was supposed to survive. There were speculations and stories circulated about her. There were women who claimed to be her, the most famous was Anna Anderson, who didn't look anywhere near like Anastasia. But, the STORY went big anyway. There was a film made with a famous actress Ingrid Bergman. There were other films. My point is, that the interest was being kept by the Cult/Sect/Family by maintaining the STORY, for the future restoration of monarchy. The European royals OUTSOURCED their STORY-making to the Cult/Sect/Family. Now the Cult/Sect/Family wants to TWIST the STORY - they want their own children to be the "restored" monarchs. Essentially, like a cuckoo bird puts a bird into another bird's nest. There little cuckoo needs to have the right looks. Since the 1980s (oh, that date again, the year when the Cult moved to Portland, Oregon) there have been lots of people brought to Oregon from the Ukraine and Russia. As religious refugees. Especially, one religious denomination that was created in the Ukraine in the 1800s. Lots of people. Big families. Lots of beautiful girls. These are really good people, hard working and nice. I'm not criticizing them. I'm just saying. It's the Cult's manipulations.
In the picture there's also a mention of India. It's because restoring the Russian/European monarchy is just the Cult's side project. An old story. A bit stale. The bigger Cult's bait project is implementing the caste system - as in India. That's even a bigger bait - there are way more people who are in on it- India is a very large country. And the project has been going on for several centuries - East India Company. First, the Indian high caste let the British colonize India, now they are switching sides. I did not believe what the Cult was saying until I learned more history and, especially, now (2024). USA - Presidential candidates - Kamala DEVI Harris (Devi is Hindu word for a goddess), Nikki Haley (from a Bramin/Brahmin family), Vivek Ramaswamy (from a Bramin/Brahmin family, Rama - Hindu God, Swamy, or Swami - lord, master.) Bramin/Brahmin is the highest caste in the Hindu caste system. Plus, the statue of the Hindu God Shiva in Cern - high tech facility in Geneva, Switzerland. Plus, the whole Eastern-religions popularization in the USA, slowly, indirectly, through yoga and meditation. Plus, cults like Rajneesh in Oregon. Plus the whole Aryan story (Aryans are from... Atlantis and .... Germany, so the propaganda said before World War II. But really, they are the high caste in India. Plus, BRICKS. That's the Cult's big project. It's a gigantic project, but still, Cult's side project. The Cult's biggest project is to bomb us to smithereens, cover the earth with ashes and hide out in Swiss tunnels/bunkers, then re-emerge. The tunnels/bunkers the Cult/Sect/Family stole from the Swiss people. Horrible scenario. Horrible. Horrible. Recently, (2023) a film came out that depict the spot where, according to the Cult, they are planning to "re-emarge" from the Swiss tunnels/bunkers. The film is about the maker of the atomic bomb, Oppenheimer. In the first minutes of the film there's a scene where young Oppenheimer is told to go study in Goetingen, Germany. Then there are quick flashes, including bird-eye view scenes. But the scenes don't depict Goetingen. The scenes depict places in Switzerland. One of them shows the Swiss Alps. If I recognize the mountains correctly, that is the place where the Cult is planning to "re-emerge" after the bombings. In 1996, I thought that the Cult was living out some sort of fantasy. But, unfortunately, this Cult/Sect/Family have enough power to implement this fantasy and turn it into horrific, destructive reality.
Please save us.
July 4, 2024 Partitions of Poland. Right now it's just a picture. I published the post on 4th of July, USA national holiday. Hoping for the USA to stay strong and intact, and not be pulled into a similar scenario, set up by the Cult/Sect/Family. Please save the US! And everybody else! Partitions of Poland were conducted three times 1772, 1793, 1795. These were three territorial divisions, orchestrated by three empires - thee intermarried royal families of Russia, Prussia, and Austria. Poland's size was progressively reduced until he state of Poland ceased to exist. People in Poland - the working class and peasants were put under the regime of foreign powers - the administrators spoke different languages - German - in the Prussian and Austro-Hungarian occupied territories, and Russian in the Russia-occupied territory. Polish people were subjugated to foreign regimes. But HOW did it happen?!!! I grew up in Poland. We had to study history. But the history class didn't tell us HOW. There was not a single movie about it. No details. Years and decades later, I learned the details. It was actually quite easy to figure out, as soon as you connect the dots. It was the... Cult/Sect/Family. Of course. There are actually books and poems that contain all the details, including books about the founding father of the whole thing. As soon as the connections are pointed out, it's all very obvious.
Two centuries later, the same Cult/Sect/Family is trying to do the same thing to the USA. It was actually supposed to happen in the 1980s, but, fortunately, didn't. When the Cult arrived in Portland, Oregon, in 1980s, their big project was a large commune under a guru Bhagwan Rajneesh, a man from India. In Hindi language, Bhagwan means "Lord God." Ouch. The commune took over a town in rural Oregon and was supposed to expand, take a part of Oregon, State of Washington and part of British Columbia (Canada) and create their own country. In 1996, the Cult was crying tears that it didn't happen. The Rajneesh commune is completely misrepresented in the media - in reality, it was a detention camp where bamboozled victims had to work for free and were abused. The media spread false info that the Cult was disbanded and left. But the manipulators never left. Subsequently, the Cult infiltrated democratic structures and all levels of power, in Oregon. Also, apparently, elsewhere. Manipulating, blackmailing, staging upheavals. The Cult is subverting normal, well functioning democracy, where the jobs and political powers are acquired by merit. The Cult/Sect/Family is installing themselves, creating havoc. Please save us! Stay focused. Stay sane!
July 18, 2024 French Revolution and ... the horrific attack on Donald Trump (when a bullet grazed his ear during a rally). I was horrified upon seeing the news about the horrific gunman attack on Donald Trump on July 13, 2024. Donald Trump was giving a speech. Suddenly, there were sounds of bullets being shot. A bullet grazed Donald Trump's ear. Subsequently, the Security Service grabbed Donald Trump to protect him. He briefly ducked, then he stood up. For a brief moment, he raised his fist. This was the moment when the iconic photo was taken that was later all over the news. I was horrified and really glad that nothing more serious happened to him. I read some of the news, but only here and there - this is my usual method - most of the time, I just skim. This time, I also went the other direction - visual comparison. A painting I saw in Paris, in the Louvre Museum. It was a painting "Liberty Leading the People" - what mainly struck me, as a visual comparison, was the composition of the painting. I thought it was about French Revolution, but, after researching - it turns out to be about the French Republic.
I've put quite bit of time into trying to understand the French Revolution and the following events, but it's not easy. Maybe because French Revolution and the subsequent events are NOT to be understood. It's all CHAOS.
The French Revolution was organized (at least the chaos part) by the Cult/Sect/Family. Several facts and names are well documented. But, as always, the dots are disconnected. The Cult/Sect/Family hides behind the smoke screen of confusion. But, once the dots are connected, it's pretty obvious.
I hope nothing bad happens to Donal Trump and to our country. Nothing like the "French Chaos."
The horrific attack on Donald Trump also reminded me of the horrific video by the Portland, Oregon punk rock band "Poison Idea." The video is called "Calling all Ghosts." The video shows a horrific attack on Donald Trump by a gunman. The gunman was brainwashed by a cult (or, The Cult). The video was uploaded on Youtube on June 25, 2016, during Trump's first presidential campaign. The video is so shocking.. I discovered it after researching the Portland provocation film, "Alien Boy, Life and Death of James Chasse." There's a scene in "Alien Boy" where Kurt Cobain of the band "Nirvana" talks about the band "Poison Idea." I was curious who "Poison Idea" was. I looked them up and discovered the video. How horrific. The video is still on Youtube, as of today, I just checked. How scary. The whole provocation, the film "Alien Boy" are the job of the Portland Cult. Apparently the "Calling all Ghost" video is their job too.
Hope Donald Trump will stay save, and so will everybody else.
No civil war! No French Chaos. Stay sane.
July 22, 2024, Quantum Physics. That's a really long post. And REALLY WORTH READING. I labored on it for quite a while - I even put together the reading list - the books the Portland Cult wanted me to read in 1996. A little bit about the film "Oppenheimer" - and not just the film - the actual making of the atomic bomb and the accompanying psychological warfare - Carl Gustav Jung and Wolfgang Pauli coming up with the idea of "The Aliens are coming" in 1920s in Zurich, Switzerland. And lots of other stuff. A bit about the Austro-Hungarians. History, early 1900s, mid 1900s. And 1996 who was who in 1996 in the same room with the Portland Cult. Allegedly (they don't give out business cards). And what is the "hit list." And why.
No hit-list, please.
August 6, 2024, What's going on with Google? My facebook page ElaHowardBlogger used to come up on Google search while searching for Ela Howard. But now, it disappeared. My webpages are my lifeline. I've been threatened for many years (now decades). I want people to UNDERSTAND why. And plead not to be harmed. But the "algorithms" - or, rather, the algorithm people took my page off the Google search top results... This is a rather long post. I want to put out as much information as I can, as quickly as I can.
I can't help but wonder if the algorithm people took my page out from the Google listing, shortly after my post about the world "going bananas" (expression for going mad) and about Quantum Physics. There is a large letter in the middle of the drawing - the first letter as in "Quantum Physics." It's a dangerous letter that can get people banned from Facebook, or other parts of the internet, or get people in trouble. It refers to a recent (starting 2017) cult that identifies by this letter. I'm not a supporter of this cult. I'm against violence. Plus, obviously, it's a psych-op. The main point is obviously valid - this cult tells people that there's a shadowy group doing horrible things. But WHO this shadowy group is specifically (obviously, it's the Cult/Sect/Family). But this information is withheld under a smoke screen of confusion. They always say "they." But WHO IS THEY? This 2017 cult with the letter as the first letter in "Quantum Physics" could explain it straight-forward, in one day. They know history, politics etc. They could expose this shadowy group flat.
I have to read 900 pages books to pick out the bits and pieces of specific info about the Cult/Sect/Family. I have to study history and politics. This is not my strong point. My strong point is medicine. And being a linear (logical) thinker.
Speaking of medicine, the 2017 cult with the first letter as "Quantum Physics"uses the expression "follow the white rabbit."
One of the meanings of white rabbit is "Alice in Wonderland." This story, a 1800s book by Lewis Caroll, and subsequent movies are indirectly representing SYMPTOMS OF POISONING. "Alice in Wonderland" story was written during the Industrial Revolution in England. Many people worked in textile mills. Chemicals were being used. Water supplies were poisoned (whole rivers). Many people became ill with neurological and psychiatric symptoms and other illnesses. Also, drug use can cause similar symptoms. In the story, Alice follows the white rabbit and has symptoms of perceiving things as too small or too big. In medical terms, it's micropsia and macropsia. respectively. Besides poisoning, it can be a symptom in migraine, encephalitis (inflammation of brain tissue, could be due to a virus) or epilepsy (which can be congenital (born with) or due to head trauma, physical or chemical) Also, a brain tumor or a partial stroke can cause these symptoms (along other neurological symptoms). In the Alice story here are also symptoms of depersonalization and derealization - when "things seem unreal" and lots of others neurological symptoms.
It is very scary that this 2017 cult uses same trope - white rabbit as the film "Matrix." "Matrix" (the whole idea) was invented (as I was told) by the Leader/Guru of the Portland Cult (and successor of Carl Gustav Jung and the Cult/Sect/Family). I remember watching the trailer to "Matrix Resurrections" - 2021, a follow-up film in the series. I was thinking - what is it - it looks like visual material to study neurology - epileptic / brain injury symptoms. Horrifyingly, a song "White Rabbit" by Jefferson Airplane is the soundtrack for the "Matrix Resurrections" trailer. The song was written in 1967. The town in the trailer is San Francisco. In real life, San Francisco (after Zurich, Platzspitz, Switzerland and with Portland, Oregon) was the place where the Cult introduced their drug "culture." The drug district of San Francisco was Haight-Ashbury. (Haight - from Old English (“height”), a surname for someone who lived at the top of a hill. Ash-bury, as in ASH - buried under the ashes. As in "Living on the top of a pile of ashes." Or, "Surviving on the top of a pile of ashes." The horrific goal of the Cult/Sect/Family). White Rabbit is the drug "culture" anthem. Or rather, the anthem of MASS POISONING. Do NOT FOLLOW THAT WHITE RABBIT. Avoid neurotoxins. Stay healthy.
So, the BIG QUESTION IS: is the 2017 cult with the first letter as in "Quantum Physics" really trying to expose the Cult/Sect/Family. Or just a smoke screen for them? This would be very scary.
One way or another - Stay sane. Take good care of yourself and others.
August 30, 2024 I started working on this website, ElaHoward.com I was having trouble loging into my Facebook, so I thought I need another page. I had trouble loging into things in the past - a full blown log-in crash - it was in 2016, after I made some posts on the Internet about Cult (barely even mentioning it, I just made some references). For a while, I couldn't log into almost anything. The internet has a good side to it and a bad side to it - the internet can hide the information, or fabricate it, hack our most important information (including banking) and spy on us...
September 16, 2024 Praying for PEACE and balance. Say NO to martial law. Say NO to nuclear bombings. Say NO to war. I wrote about my Poland - what happened under the Soviet/East Block regime that lasted 44 years (1945 - 1989). The horrible food shortages and shortages of everything. 1981 - I was in my first year of high school when the MARTIAL LAW (military rule) in Poland was announced. A lock-down. The times of extreme hardship. And then, 1989 - my last year of medical school - the FALL of the 44 years regime - the CONTROLLED DEMOLITION. Please save us! Stay sane!
September 16, 2024. Horrible news in Portland Oregon. A little girl, 2-year old, died of Fentanyl poisoning. She loved sunflowers and dressing up as a princess, the news tell us. I read the news on the Oregonian website. Back in 2013/ 2014/2015 I spoke with the Oregonian news reporters in person, imploring them to expose who was doing the drug pushing in Portland. This was after I worked as a crisis responder for 12 years - 2002 - 2014. This was after the Portland provocation film "Alien Boy, the Life and Death of James Chasse" came out - the film that was used to partially defund the police and to devastate the city. I had all the inconsistencies lined up, very easy to point out. And - who was behind it. It was easy to understand. But the news reporters DIDN'T UNDERSTAND me. The news reported just glared at me and grinned, or changed the subject. For a while, I honestly wondered if something suddenly went wrong with my English. I learned English late in life, I speak with a strong accent. But, over all these years, people in crisis could understand me. But the news reporters - couldn't. I remember how, in the late 1990s, when the Portland Cult tried to recruit me - first, by incentives, then by threats - how the Cult was ranting about their mass-depopulation agenda. The Cult claimed to be "s-a-v-i-n-g the world." I thought the Cult was fantasizing. This would be impossible. Now, years and decades later, I read and watch the horrifying news about drug epidemic. Shipments of Fentanyl so large that they could.... I can't even write it. It's so horrible. I hope and pray that there ware enough strong, healthy, reasonable people to save us. Stay strong. Stay healthy. Stay sane.
September 17, 2024. American Constitution Day.
